i’m sitting here right now wondering something.
what would it really take to make me happy; there have been things that i wanted so badly. and once i’d have it … i’d forget instantly what it meant to me. literally instantly.
now it’s got me thinking about these future plans…
what if once i get there i don’t care.
just like how i feel right now in this place that i am in.
how do i learn to not take things for granted.
even when i get burned -i forget the sting before the wound has even healed.
i guess this could be a good and a bad thing.
just writing this right now has opened up my eyes.
robin.
